If you've ever had/are having thoughts about suicide, lost someone to suicide, or just don't understand it....?

It takes real cuts to come out on a site like this and reveal that you've been there babe, I say good for you, and I'm sure you've made a difference in someone's life, I really do, even if they don't answer this, I'm sure they read it and, at least, gave it a second thought. You are a good person for doing this, for a total stranger too. Good luckk to you in the future :)